So I decided to sign up to this because one of my bestfriends Kelsey uses this crap haha... so I am in Texas for the time being.. I just moved back here from California a couple of weeks ago and I already want to go back! I am going back April 2nd... I came home for good reasons but I really just can't take being here... REALLY! I love being able to see my mom and family and friends but other than that... NO! There really isn't much here for me... Anyway, so lately I have been stuck in this... I am lost and can't feel a thing phase... I broke someone's heart... It just so happened to be my own... I can't seem to allow myself to get close to anyone rightnow... I am numb and I have no feelings for anything or anyone... I try and I meet amazing people but something stops me every single time... I hate it.. I hate the way I feel... someone save me from myself... xoxo I will write more later!
